Roar!!!

Recording Time: 9:52am

I must admit, this song is running on my brain for quite sometime now.. I was enjoying the song but I never saw the video until one Saturday afternoon.... PAAAAKKKKK!!!!

Katy Perry is swinging on the vines of the tree and the background was Taal Volcano? 

Boooommmm! 

If that was really Taal Volcano of Batangas then I must say.... Its really fun here in the Philippines because you can see Katy Perry just swinging on Taal Lake hahaha.

Kidding aside, This song really boost my confidence for some reason...  For those people who always see me as worthless... well, "You're gonna hear me  ROAR!!!!" lolz..

I've seen a lot of roar covers in youtube but my personal favorite is the acappella version of this male group with American Idol Season 9 finalist Andrew Garcia... check this out:

Song: Katy Perry
Singer(s): Roar

emo weather playlist..

Recording Time: 4:44pm

It's still a rainy day, good day to set your emo mode on lolz.

Kidding a side, I was having a good conversation with my father when I turned on my playlist so that we can also have a good music while sipping our coffee. It was funny because even my playlist can feel what I feel.

Here are the first 10 song that my playlist played:

1) Sunny Came Home - Shawn Colvin

- I really like the beat of this song, the story and the melody. The song somehow tells about the story of a person who wants to avenge what happen to a friend/love.  *buti pa sya, ipaghiganti nyo nga rin ako... lolz*  This song was a hit back in 1997 and won a grammy on 1998.


2) I Cant Make You Love Me - Adele 

- A Bonnie Raitt original. Yes some how this song really have an impact on me. You really cannot force someone to love you if they don't want to.. That is a big "haist!", yes I know...

3) Take It All - Adele

- This song also reap my heart lolz. Its about giving everything that you have but still your stupid partner leave you (can you feel the emotion? lolz)...


4) Man Who Can't Be Move - The Scripts

- Yes somehow I still have in me that maybe one day that person will realize everything and go back to that place where we meet and yadah yadah, yadah yadah but come on man! I'm just hoping ahahaha.

5) Crossroad - Bonethugs and Harmony

- Why? well this is part of my emo mode.... This song is dedicated to those who hurt me.... See you guys in the crossroad... LOLZ!

6) How To Save A Life - The Fray

- Hayzt, like what I said earlier, does anyone know how to save a life? can you please save mine ahaha.. Rain, look what you did to me? so much emo ahaha.

7) If I Die Young - The Band Perry

- Now you know what to do when I die young lolz. I love this song as well. I like the arrangement of the song and the musical instrument they use to have this master piece.


8) In My Dreams - REO Speadwagon

- And I don't know really what it means, all I know is that you love me...........In my dreams... OUCH!!!


9) When Love and Hate Collide - Def Leppard

- Well maybe you know what happen If love and hate collide right? well not too much of the lyrics now, another 90's song that I love.

10) I Crave - Mark Dorsey

- i'm planning to make a video blog of me singing this song unfortunately the net is not cooperating. Also ahaha I think this would be foolish like the other video blog I posted, so just enjoy the music lolz...

Enjoy Guys...

I Quit!

Recording Time: 2:27pm

 Song: I Quit
Singer(s): Atozzio

" We started out so strong

We promised we would last forever

Now I'm weak & I can't move on

And no signs of things are getting better "

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Sa simula pa lang nangako tayo na kahit ano pa man ang mangyayari ay hindi natin iiwan ang isa't isa.

Ginagawa ko ang lahat ng magagawa ko upang maging maayos ang relasyon, pero bakit parang ako lang kumikilos? relasyon bang matatawag kung isa lang ang nag-e-effort? Iisa lang ang kumikilos? Iisa lang ang nag-mamahal?

Bakit ginawa mo sa akin ito? Lahat ginawa ko pero hindi mo ako tinutulungan na maging maayos ang relasyon natin... Hindi mo ako nagawang ipaglaban....

Siguro nga panahon na para mahalin ko naman at bigyan ang oras ang sarili ko... Alam ko na nangako ako sa'yo, pero ikaw ang unang hindi tumupad sa pangako mo...

Mag-iingat palagi..

Paalam.

(the featured song is being played on the background)

lyrics...

Oh oh

What should I take from this

Always an arguement

What should I make of this

We don't belong together

Even if we are meant to be

Then why this keep happening

The fights per week

And mostly this don't make no sense to me

We started out so strong

We promised we would last forever

Now I'm weak & I can't move on

And no signs of things are getting better

We keep going back & forth

And now this love's on life support

And I can't go through this no more

So I just wanna put in my two weeks notice

I quit

I quit

I quit

I quit

I quit

Put in my two weeks notice

I tried all that I could

Did everything in the book

But nothing seems to work (out with us)

It's kinda hard giving up

When I invested so much

But enough is enough (yeahh)

We started out so strong

With the promise we would last forever

Now I'm weak & I can't move on

And no signs of things are getting better 

We keep going back & forth

And now this love's on life support

And I can't go through this no more

So I just wanna put in my two weeks notice

I put in all the time

But it never payed off

So I don't wanna listen

And I sure don't wanna talk

I've had it up to here

So I'm gonna make it clear right now

I'm giving you my resignation

We keep going back & forth (back & forth)

And now this love's on life support (wooow, I don't think it's gonna make it)

And I can't go through this no more (I can't go through this no more)

Just wanna put in my two weeks notice (yeah yeah yeah)

We keep going back & forth (we keep babyy)

And now this love's on life support (ohh oh)

And I can't go through this no more (oehhh)

So I just wanna put in my two weeks notice

Waltz

Recording Time: 10:55am

Song: Waltz
Singer(s): Hale

 "And all that I need

And all that I breath

And all that I care for is you

I hate you..... "

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Naramdaman mo na ba ang pakiramdam na may partner ka pero parang wala?

Yung alam mo na nag e-exist sya pero hindi mo alam kung buhay pa sya dahil sa once in a blue moon mo lang maramdaman...

Yung bilang sa daliri kayo ma-usap madalas text pa, hindi tumatawag. Minsan hindi mo maiwasan na masaktan dahil sa gusto mo man na maramdaman ang presensya nya pero wala.

Ilang beses sya nangako sa isang bagay para mapunan ang pagkukulang nya sayo pero ang masaklap eh sa 5 pinangako nya eh 7 ang sablay. Masakit para sa iyo pero inunawa mo sya.

Ganun pa man para sayo sya ang pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay mo, sya ang taong nagbibigay ng sigla sayo, sya ang bagay na iniisip mo para maging maayos ang araw mo pero ganun din ba sya sayo?

Makakaya mo kayang magpatuloy kung malalaman mo na ang relasyon nyo ay isa lamang diversion para sa kanya? 

Para takasan ang isang problema...

Para magkaroon ang isang ibang daigdig na iba sa talagang ginagawalan nya.... 

Na ikaw ay ginagawa nyang isang malaking alibi sa mundo na tinatakasan nya ng panandalian....

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yan po ang inspirasyon ng entry na ito...

in time....

Recording Time: 6:55pm

Song: Better in time
Singer(s): Leona Lewis

" Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go so I can be free

And live my life how it should be.

No matter how hard it is,

I'll be fine without you, Yes I will. "

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After mo iyakan ang isang epic failed na relationship isa sa mga challenge ng mga tao is how to cope up sa mga turn of events na yun. Maaring ang iba matagal ang depression period at moving on process nila dahil sa bukod sa sobra ang sakit ng nararamdaman nila ay sobra din nilang minahal ang naging ex-partner nila. Pero sadyang may mga tao na mabilis ang acceptance nila sa isang situation kaya may mga tao ma mabilis makarecover after ng ilang araw na iyakan ang separation nila with their ex-partner.

May mga tao na iba iba ang trip nila kapag sinusubukan nila na kalimutan ang masalimuot na alala na hatid ng paghihiwalay ng landas nila ng kanilang demonyong kapareha, tulad nito:

* Self Re-invention o Balik Alindog Program *

May mga tao na after nilang iyakan ng pala-palanggana ang kanilang break up ay nagiging creative sa pagharap sa madla. Kadalasan ay pinagti-tripan nila ang buhok nila, ang iba naman ay diet ang trip (kadalasan ito ng yayari dahil sa guilt feeling lalo pa at idinaan nila sa pagkain ang kanilang depression),  yung iba hardcore reinvention naman ang trip like pagsho-shopping ng mga bagong kasuotan para naman magkaroon sila ng bagong image o appeal. For the others naman ang magwork out sa gym para maging sexy. Masasabi ko na isa ito sa pinakamagandang part after break-up because it helps you to boost your confidence after losing someone at ito ay isa sa pinakamagandang time na magkaroon ng "Me Time" dahil sa ito lang din marahil ang time mo para sa sarili mo na wala kang iintindihin kundi sarili mo lang.

* Me Time o Me, Myself and I *

Oo, dapat nga ay may Me Time ka kahit na may kapartner ka pero alam naman natin na hindi lahat ng trip mo ay pwedeng sangayunan ng partner mo kaya nga may mga pagkakataon na may kaunting pagtatalo sa relastionship di ba? Ito na ang isa sa mga pinakamagandang panahon na gawin mo ang bagay na gusto mo na walang kokontra sayo haggang sa makamit mo ang satisfaction ng isang bagay na gusto mong gawin na di mo nagagawa noong kasama mo ang damuhong ex-partner mo. Isang magandang oportunidad din ito para mapamper mo ng husto ang sarili mo.

* Travels o Need to find myself  *

Marami ang nagsasabi na kailangan nilang umalis at hanapin ang sarili (nawala ba sila? hihihi). Minsan nakakatulong ang mag-pakalayo-layo ka sa lugar mo, isang magandang way na rin ito para lumabas ka sa comfort zone mo dahil sa magiging adventurous ang dating mo sa pagkakataong ito. Bukod sa magkakaroon ka ng panahon sa sarili mo, makikita at ma-a-appreciate mo ang lugar na pupuntahan mo ay opportunity na din ito upang magkaroon ka ng mga bagong kakilala at kaibigan. Remember, the more friends the more chances of winning forgetting the pain you have.

* Reunions o Shot na! *

Ito na ang isang way to patch things up with your friends, family, bestfriend na hindi mo gaano nabigyan ng oras at atensyon noong kayo pa ng demonyong ex-partner mo. Although ang simula ng lahat ay ang ipapakwento sayo ang nangyari but eventually makikita mo ang concern ng mga yan sa iyo and then you will realize how much you miss each other at sila pa ang magbibigay ng advice sayo ng mga dapat mo gawin who to forget your ex-partner. Ito ang mga panahon na talagang makikilala at makikita mo ang mga taong concern sayo..

Maaring kulang ang mga bagay na binangit ko ngunit, subalit, datapwat ito lamang ay base sa mga tipikal na pangyayari upang makalimutan mo ang nakaraan mong relasyon...

Good time...

Recording Time:

Song: Good time
Singer(s): Owl City
Ft. Carly Rae Jepsen

" Woke up on the right side of the bed

What's up with this Prince song inside my head?

Hands up if you're down to get down tonight

Cuz it's always a good time." 

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Sobrang sarap sa pakiramdam kapag gumising ka na eveything is falling into the right place..

Yung tipong konting effort mo lang eh pasok agad sa plano, tapos hindi ka pa nag sasalita eh alam na ng mga tao sa paligid mo kung ano ang gusto mo

Ang sarap ng feeling na parang binabato ka ni Lord ng good vibes at masasabi mo na literal na sana ay lagi na lang ganun ang lahat... always a good time.

Bago ko tapusin ang entry na ito ay magpapasalamat ako sa pagtambay ni UnknownymousPoet sa music room ko..

bye Finn

Recording Time: 6:05pm

Song: I cant fight this feeling
Singer(s): Cory Monteith