growling in the deep

Recording Time: 3:45pm

 Song: Rolling in the deep
Singer(s): Adelle

" The scars of your love remind me of us

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all... "

" You had my heart inside of your hand

And you played it, to the beat.. "

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Alam mo yung feeling na akala mo ok lang everything is so perfect pero akala lang pala...

Alam mo yung nandun ka sa sobrang ligalig ang emotion mo na lahat ay ok pero akala mo lang yun...

Alam mo yun na ramdam mo na magiging masaya pero akala mo lang yun...

Alam mo yung feeling na maganda ng boses ng kumakanta pero akala nya lang yun...

Kidding aside, ang sakit sa bangs ng ganitong pakiramdam noh? 

Akala mo everything is special pero nag-joke time ka pala.

Masakit di ba? Kasi tumaya ka sa isang bagay kaso lang hindi pa man nararamdaman ang heaven eh biglang bumulusok ang emotion mo 7 feet on the ground.

(PS. Pasensya na kayo, yung kanta sa background ako kumanta nyan 7 months ago... salamat sa pagtyatyaga nyo sa kanta kahit alam kong dumudugo na ang tenga nyo...)

You wrecked me

Recording Time: 10:00 am

 Song: Wrecking Ball
 Singer(s): Miley Cyrus

" I never hit so hard in love

All I wanted was to break your walls

All you ever did was wreck me "

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I was trying to reach you in all possible ways.

I was trying to sync in everything you do so I would understand you.

I was hoping you would see me as you partner

I though we will work everything as one but you work on your own.

I just want us to breathe as one

I just want us to think as one

I just want us to move as one

Why? What happen?

You left me broken... You give too much misery... You ripped me into pieces... I was so empty...

All you ever did was wreck me....

perfect Christmas!!!

Recording Time: 10:00pm

 Song: Perfect Christmas
Singer(s): Jose Mari Chan

Everytime I hear this song it always reminds me that, yes its already Christmas..

I don't know, but Jose Mari Chan's Christmas album is one big hit when it was released back in 90's that until now, when the establishments play the song you can really feel the spirit of Christmas.

I can say that this is one of my favorite Jose Mari Chan's Christmas song... Like the lyrics of the song, my idea of a perfect Christmas is to spend it with YOU..... hihihi

Naghahabol ka din ba ng oras para hindi makasama sa SMP. Kung sabagay masarap ang pakiramdam ng in-love at may minamahal sa ganitong panahon. Pero hindi naman required ang magkaroon ng partner dahil hindi pa rin malamig ang pasko nating mga single dahil nandyan pa ang mga friends, relatives, at family natin na nagmamahal sa atin. Kaya walang may malamig na Pasko ehehe.

Kung katulad ko kayo na may ideal na perfect Christmas cheers at good luck sa atin sana nga ay makuha natin ito dahil ito na siguro ang pinakamasayang Pasko para sa atin kung magkakatoon..

BTW, I'm so sorry it takes a while for me to post something in this page... I'm a little busy lolz.

Roar!!!

Recording Time: 9:52am

I must admit, this song is running on my brain for quite sometime now.. I was enjoying the song but I never saw the video until one Saturday afternoon.... PAAAAKKKKK!!!!

Katy Perry is swinging on the vines of the tree and the background was Taal Volcano? 

Boooommmm! 

If that was really Taal Volcano of Batangas then I must say.... Its really fun here in the Philippines because you can see Katy Perry just swinging on Taal Lake hahaha.

Kidding aside, This song really boost my confidence for some reason...  For those people who always see me as worthless... well, "You're gonna hear me  ROAR!!!!" lolz..

I've seen a lot of roar covers in youtube but my personal favorite is the acappella version of this male group with American Idol Season 9 finalist Andrew Garcia... check this out:

Song: Katy Perry
Singer(s): Roar

emo weather playlist..

Recording Time: 4:44pm

It's still a rainy day, good day to set your emo mode on lolz.

Kidding a side, I was having a good conversation with my father when I turned on my playlist so that we can also have a good music while sipping our coffee. It was funny because even my playlist can feel what I feel.

Here are the first 10 song that my playlist played:

1) Sunny Came Home - Shawn Colvin

- I really like the beat of this song, the story and the melody. The song somehow tells about the story of a person who wants to avenge what happen to a friend/love.  *buti pa sya, ipaghiganti nyo nga rin ako... lolz*  This song was a hit back in 1997 and won a grammy on 1998.


2) I Cant Make You Love Me - Adele 

- A Bonnie Raitt original. Yes some how this song really have an impact on me. You really cannot force someone to love you if they don't want to.. That is a big "haist!", yes I know...

3) Take It All - Adele

- This song also reap my heart lolz. Its about giving everything that you have but still your stupid partner leave you (can you feel the emotion? lolz)...


4) Man Who Can't Be Move - The Scripts

- Yes somehow I still have in me that maybe one day that person will realize everything and go back to that place where we meet and yadah yadah, yadah yadah but come on man! I'm just hoping ahahaha.

5) Crossroad - Bonethugs and Harmony

- Why? well this is part of my emo mode.... This song is dedicated to those who hurt me.... See you guys in the crossroad... LOLZ!

6) How To Save A Life - The Fray

- Hayzt, like what I said earlier, does anyone know how to save a life? can you please save mine ahaha.. Rain, look what you did to me? so much emo ahaha.

7) If I Die Young - The Band Perry

- Now you know what to do when I die young lolz. I love this song as well. I like the arrangement of the song and the musical instrument they use to have this master piece.


8) In My Dreams - REO Speadwagon

- And I don't know really what it means, all I know is that you love me...........In my dreams... OUCH!!!


9) When Love and Hate Collide - Def Leppard

- Well maybe you know what happen If love and hate collide right? well not too much of the lyrics now, another 90's song that I love.

10) I Crave - Mark Dorsey

- i'm planning to make a video blog of me singing this song unfortunately the net is not cooperating. Also ahaha I think this would be foolish like the other video blog I posted, so just enjoy the music lolz...

Enjoy Guys...

I Quit!

Recording Time: 2:27pm

 Song: I Quit
Singer(s): Atozzio

" We started out so strong

We promised we would last forever

Now I'm weak & I can't move on

And no signs of things are getting better "

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Sa simula pa lang nangako tayo na kahit ano pa man ang mangyayari ay hindi natin iiwan ang isa't isa.

Ginagawa ko ang lahat ng magagawa ko upang maging maayos ang relasyon, pero bakit parang ako lang kumikilos? relasyon bang matatawag kung isa lang ang nag-e-effort? Iisa lang ang kumikilos? Iisa lang ang nag-mamahal?

Bakit ginawa mo sa akin ito? Lahat ginawa ko pero hindi mo ako tinutulungan na maging maayos ang relasyon natin... Hindi mo ako nagawang ipaglaban....

Siguro nga panahon na para mahalin ko naman at bigyan ang oras ang sarili ko... Alam ko na nangako ako sa'yo, pero ikaw ang unang hindi tumupad sa pangako mo...

Mag-iingat palagi..

Paalam.

(the featured song is being played on the background)

lyrics...

Oh oh

What should I take from this

Always an arguement

What should I make of this

We don't belong together

Even if we are meant to be

Then why this keep happening

The fights per week

And mostly this don't make no sense to me

We started out so strong

We promised we would last forever

Now I'm weak & I can't move on

And no signs of things are getting better

We keep going back & forth

And now this love's on life support

And I can't go through this no more

So I just wanna put in my two weeks notice

I quit

I quit

I quit

I quit

I quit

Put in my two weeks notice

I tried all that I could

Did everything in the book

But nothing seems to work (out with us)

It's kinda hard giving up

When I invested so much

But enough is enough (yeahh)

We started out so strong

With the promise we would last forever

Now I'm weak & I can't move on

And no signs of things are getting better 

We keep going back & forth

And now this love's on life support

And I can't go through this no more

So I just wanna put in my two weeks notice

I put in all the time

But it never payed off

So I don't wanna listen

And I sure don't wanna talk

I've had it up to here

So I'm gonna make it clear right now

I'm giving you my resignation

We keep going back & forth (back & forth)

And now this love's on life support (wooow, I don't think it's gonna make it)

And I can't go through this no more (I can't go through this no more)

Just wanna put in my two weeks notice (yeah yeah yeah)

We keep going back & forth (we keep babyy)

And now this love's on life support (ohh oh)

And I can't go through this no more (oehhh)

So I just wanna put in my two weeks notice

Waltz

Recording Time: 10:55am

Song: Waltz
Singer(s): Hale

 "And all that I need

And all that I breath

And all that I care for is you

I hate you..... "

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Naramdaman mo na ba ang pakiramdam na may partner ka pero parang wala?

Yung alam mo na nag e-exist sya pero hindi mo alam kung buhay pa sya dahil sa once in a blue moon mo lang maramdaman...

Yung bilang sa daliri kayo ma-usap madalas text pa, hindi tumatawag. Minsan hindi mo maiwasan na masaktan dahil sa gusto mo man na maramdaman ang presensya nya pero wala.

Ilang beses sya nangako sa isang bagay para mapunan ang pagkukulang nya sayo pero ang masaklap eh sa 5 pinangako nya eh 7 ang sablay. Masakit para sa iyo pero inunawa mo sya.

Ganun pa man para sayo sya ang pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay mo, sya ang taong nagbibigay ng sigla sayo, sya ang bagay na iniisip mo para maging maayos ang araw mo pero ganun din ba sya sayo?

Makakaya mo kayang magpatuloy kung malalaman mo na ang relasyon nyo ay isa lamang diversion para sa kanya? 

Para takasan ang isang problema...

Para magkaroon ang isang ibang daigdig na iba sa talagang ginagawalan nya.... 

Na ikaw ay ginagawa nyang isang malaking alibi sa mundo na tinatakasan nya ng panandalian....

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yan po ang inspirasyon ng entry na ito...